sherilaugh

Well.. Christmas was suprisingly better than expected.. and also a lot more uncomfortable.. There's nothing quite like being totally spoiled... and not being able to give much back.. I felt like an absolute idiot.. look at me.. I'm such a screwup.. I couldn't even afford more than 5$ for a gift for you.. and you got me a stereo.. dammit... oh look.. you made me a beautiful CPK outfit.. and a shelf.. and I got you a garden ornament... I suck... anyways.. .it WAS nice.. cause I managed to see everyone.. even mom and dad at the same time for 1/2 an hour.. and no one did anything remotely nasty.. or argued.. so I guess I got my christmas wish.. I just wish I could have given out better gifts.. I really felt stupid for not doing my jam this year... then again.. most people have probably had enough of my jam... it's not like anyone asked about it.. not like when I did cookies... hmmm... thoughts.... My car is getting progressively more frustrating.. the rad overheats... ...

Well.. another two weeks older... and nothing to show for it.. :) It's been an interesting few weeks.. last week I decided.. on wednesday.. to throw a kids cookie making party.. on friday.. So I invited over about 10 kids to bake gingerbread cookies with us.. what fun!! we had 3 different kinds of icing and 5 or 6 different types of sprinkles to decorate them with. I got a look at Drew on thursday while he was getting dressed and Oh my.. that child has lost too much weight.. I think his dose is too high... so I'm taking him off on the weekends and holidays.. and feeding him extra carnation breakfasts with every meal.. try to get some weight on him.. must call doctor soon.... I tried that day.. but no answer.. My dad's family christmas party was yesterday. I spent the past month kinda depressed because I couldn't get the day off.. last week I called in sick on saturday.. (I really was sick.. icky migraine nastiness) and figured there was no way I'...

It's been an emotional rollercoaster of a week.. I went a little bonkers in bulk barn the other day.. ended up buying chocolate chips, and mint chocolate chips, and white chocolate chips, and butterscotch chips, and peanut butter chips, and rainbow chips... (I only MEANT to go in for chocolate chips.. figured it'd save money.. ended up spending 10$ on chocolate chips.. maybe there is a reason to have them prepackaged in recipe sized bags..) So I ended up inviting over a pile of people to bake cookies with us.. Drew's friend Bianca from school and my neighbour and the girl she was watching.. (actually.. her kids were invited too.. but apparently not ALL kids like to bake..weird) It was a good time.. even the part where the kids were carrying the ingredients from the kitchen.. and Bianca was carrying the flour bag.. on her head.. sideways.. without realizing it was OPEN.. and was pouring a trail of flour behind her and down her back as she walked.... lol.. good thing I hadn...